Well I realized that this is sort of a form of therapy for me. If I was writing about my life or my business it kept me occupied, and at least I was writing something. There were nights I would stay awake for hours with things on my mind, I would tell stories in my head and I was so scatter brained the story I ended with would be a totally different story than the one I started with!
My husband started calling me bipolar, I am not a therapist and have no desire to see one nor can I diagnose anyone, I like to call myself an emotional wreckage. I saw Frozen in the theater last year and I cried hysterically. We just saw Big Hero 6 and once again I cried hysterically, I was extremely irritated yesterday morning and yet wonderful at days end, I am a nervous wreck when no ones home and elated when everyone is home. Some days I can't sleep and others I can't get up! My husband notices that my moods change so frequently and says its eerie and I got issues. But whatever, it is what it is....
Im going to keep writing to keep my sanity and maybe I won't have these crazy ideas and thoughts keeping me up at night. For once Id like to fall asleep as quickly as he does and stay asleep all night, get up refreshed.
I have tons to share and talk about, having lived in California for a year now I have got the lay of the land! So much I want to say, like do I miss New York? Na! The only thing I miss is the ability to drive an hour and visit my family. Yea sounds like a huge thing but I wouldn't go back there to live. Im going to be a tourist when I visit New York. Go see the Statue of Liberty, Empire State Building, the new World Trade Centers and the monument. You know living there for 'ever' I have never visited these places. Its pretty sad to say. Besides I hear its really cold out there these days, I am happy here in the 70's during the day and 50's at night. It may get colder in the upcoming months but one things I am sure of is that there won't be any snow!
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